Perversion
noun, verbal noun, の adjective
When your confused urges overthrow normal thoughts and feelings it's a perversion. Some are harmless, but some are not.
This is a jukugo word that uses the on'yomi readings of the kanji. You should be able to read this on your own.
倒錯思考はまず現実否定から始まる。
Perverse thinking begins, first and foremost, with the denial of reality.